It's a freezing cold winter night

And it's turning me up inside

Everything we said we can't take back

Everything transparent

And all I see is emptiness

Wrapped up in your big head

How do you hold smoke in your lungs without dyin'?

How do you know when to let go and stop tryin'?

I see you checking me with your eyes

Seeing me off one last time

So I'm swimming far, far from shore

Even though I want some more

And sometimes I wanna get back

Even though I know you're bad

How do you hold smoke in your lungs without dyin'?

How do you know when to let go and stop tryin'?

How do you hold smoke in your lungs without dyin'?

How do you know when to let go and stop tryin'?

So I'll throw it in the fireplace

Ooh, with all of my mistakes

I'm smеlling like gasoline

Now I'm not…